And I got no money
I will pay this time
And I got no money
I will pay you before I die.

Bella is such a bitch to jacob in new moon. And don't get me on jacob's new look in this movie. Yes i know he has a hot bod but the whole running around the woods in denim pants half pants half nude guarding the neighborhood is sosoo hilarious.

dakota fanning is pretty with thick make up though, she's so skinny

Health was a hazard this week! I nearly fainted a couple of times at PS on monday night and vomited all over jerry jam's very clean room. The next two days was accompanied with nausea and giddiness and i couldnt work because whenever i stand my vision just start to black out.

hack im healthy now 'cept some headaches


played L4D2 with jerry jam and we loved it so much we went online check out playthrough videos

this person's particularly funny

let's l4d2 soon friends!


before that i really need to finish my work fast! CHARGEEEE

how to work better:

1. do one thing at a time

2. know the problem

3. learn to listen

4. learn to ask questions

5. distinguish sense from nonsense

6. accept change as inevitable

7. admit mistakes

8. say it simple

9. be calm

10. smile

 every sunday is a argh. + self doubt.

i know i know i know im happy i have a new job but i hate working on sundays. blah blah. ok i shouldnt complain. back to work...  im hungry. 

was emo shit the past few days.

had a fantastic fri x sat at conrad though. they have such great beds! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM JIE
MISSED YOU.

HOPING TO ASK SHAN OUT FOR LUNCH ON MONDAY. 

WANNA SAYANG JU MORE.

WANNA DO MORE AWESOME WORK.

WANNA SPEED UP. 

WANTS TO STUDY. 

WANNA PLAY W/ MY FRIENDS. 

WANNA HUG MY JERRY JAM EVERY NIGHT TO SLEEP.

WANNA THINK OF WAYS TO EARN MORE INCOME.  

My new vitamin E cream says skin scars heal at 1% per day. Probably scars of the heart heal at 0.1% per day; while friends, family, pets and love will speed up the healing process.

oh ya if you've been frequenting fb you would have seen a couple of videos regarding the fur trade and exotic animal meat trade. 
If you are wondering why do they have to beat up the dogs, here is it:
 

"The reason why dogs are beaten for so long is that there is a belief that the slower & more painful the death is, the more potent the dog's meat will be. Killing the dog slowly causes the dog's adrenaline to flow, and it is believed to increase the aphrodisiac power of the meat.
While the dog is slowly being killed, it is screaming in pain, and trying to resist the grip of the man doing the killing. One method is to tie the dog from his hind legs upside down. (All other accounts say that the dog is hung from the neck). The man or men than beat the dog's body all over with clubs or bats.
Beating it this way is said to do 2 things. One is to increase the flow of adrenalin and the other is to tenderize the meat. While the dog is being beaten, it gets to the point where it urinates and defecates on itself, and the urine & feces typically flow down the dog's body, getting in it's eyes and causing more pain.
Eventually, during this intensive beating, blood flows out of the dog's mouth and nose due to internal bleeding, and it finally dies. This beating process has no set time....It can be a few minutes or it can take an hour, depending on the man doing the killing and how much he is into the belief that beating it slowly is best for a quality aphrodisiac.
I hope this clarifies why the dogs are beaten first. In a large facility, the dogs may not be hung by their hind legs. Instead the man enters the large dog cage, selects the dog, grabs it, and while holding it by the neck, begins to beat it in the head in order to crush the skull. Of course, there are so many methods of beating the dogs because there is no regulation on this."

I'm blogging with my new mac now. I know everyone's changing to a macbook pro but it's just 200 over my budget and comex's offering macbook white within my budget together with the apple care plan. I need the stupid apple plan. I do!

The workspace may be a little small but i suppose a adaptor may do the trick and i'm just happy everything turned out smoothly.

My new job's starting on monday and i am nervous!  

But i'm still behind with the video editing of my students' work and therefore i will still have some commitments with my old job. That sucks. 

On another note, i'm being abandoned by my spaceship crew because they can do poker w/o me no sound no picture no news. :( 

And i was so busy last week that i couldnt meet up w/ my friends when i wanted to. 

darn, i love mac!

but i woke up in fear.